Sepiring Anggur

This is Ms. Noir Black, please call me GG.
G from Grace, well it's my name of course. i'm a person with graceful.
haha JK.
well, i have an old blog, it filled with my honest words. but, people sometimes can accept the truth. now i learn to not spill the truth. but spill what make people think you're a good person. even if it means u must have 2 faces. i mean, i still am a human, do i?
well, if i am not, i can't write this blog up.
sometimes i do something wrong, sometimes u do something wrong. i don't care if u be honest with me, say that i do something wrong to you, it is honest rite? and we've all have to be honest.
this is my first page of the blog.
let's talk about me.
my name is Ms. Noir Black. of course i know what Noir is. but language is part of my life, sometimes it sure fun to mix them up.
so, i'm Ms. Black Black?
let's keep it with Noir. don't take hell with it means.
so, what u doin?
i'm sitting here, at the corner of a coffe shop. J.Co at Cibubur Junction.
so, i still learning about life and wait for someone, (or Mr. Right ) to lead me out.
i have a lil sis, 2 step brother, and 1 step sister.
they're all much bigger than me.
i have a friend, it called art.
i love to draw, but i ain't do thatright now, my mother said it disturbing my study.
so i leave that thing and start with something new.
i hate writing lesson when i was 9, but now, i can't have a day without writing anything.
i love to write, i have 4 diaries since i'm in 6 grade. and 5 books of my daily activities. i mean, i don't want to write any diary anymore. i have a big B for Bad memory about writing a diary.
so, everyday, i write down what i'm doing in a book and collect it. i have 5 books since 6 months ago.
i love boys, causes beside i'm not a Bi.
so, i can't haven't any pen and paper.
i can't trust a person that easy bcoz i hate trusting someone. u know? trust is like an boomerang. and i learned 4 times. yes, i'm ain't smart, and ain't idiot either.
i hate english but i can't have a day without english. so, my english is worse than terrible.
i love french. but i only can say : je m'appelle Noir. well, my name was not Black but i can say that.
this is my damn life and this is my damn thing what i'm doing.
i dislike rules.
and, what's wrong with disliking something? or someone?
rules are made for break. so, i'll breaking them up when i see their stink faces.
i'm writing something right now.
it's a story.
about a broken-hearted girl.
not bcoz a boy, it's bcoz life.
she dissapointed.
she angry.
and she don't care.
her name, Rien.
i know, i know. i told u, i love french. no matter what it means. if it cool for my ear, then i'll love it till the end.
so, this girl hate her life. and ain't take hell with it.
okay, this coffe shop start closing.
i have 15 minutes to kick my very-but-not-very-own ass out of this place.
mm,... what's next?
hell with Rien, lah.
start something new.
ah!
my e-mail, ..
i have two e-mails. :
1. bmy_lover@ymail.com
2. ms_noirblack@msn.com

contect me if want to. we can talk about, school.
those freaks teachers.
our friends.
our life.
and our mind.
i'm not an quite open minded person.
but i'm a good listenner and advicer.
haha..
narsis is good for my healty.
so,
what's next?
hm,..
i think i have to kick my ass now.
bye,..
see u as soon as possible.
i hope this blog will become a great, sweet memory for me.
night all.